Feeling a bit gray right now. Maybe it's because I have to wake up early tomorrow to go to the clinic. Or maybe what that pill lady said to me yesterday is still hanging on my shoulders. I should've just told her off, but instead I kept on being polite. I had a dream last night that seemed to tell me that I needed to cry. Probably healthy, but I haven't done that yet. I want a friend or a lover to hug and talk to right now. Maybe it's because I don't have that option right now that I feel the need to write on here right now instead. But I don't really have much to say. I'd rather just go for the hug. I miss the sleepovers I used to have when I was younger. But those friends have left me already. That tarot reading sure was accurate, I've been feeling very nostalgic this week. 

//Silje